Sometimes we're attracted to an object without fully realizing why. Then, one day that ordinary something catches our attention, and shines a new light of understanding. That's what happened with this antique doorknob that belonged to my dear grandmother. The old white farmhouse sat empty for years after her passing in the late 1980's. A strong faith-filled woman, Grandma had lived a long, full life. When I inherited her old Singer Sewing machine, I found the pretty glass doorknob in the sewing machine drawer with some other memorabilia. I couldn't exactly place it in the farmhouse. Where had it come from? The antique white splashes of paint were a sign it had a functional place of honor at one time. Although the ornamental knob never fit any of our doors through the years, I held on just the same, tucking it away for safe keeping.
Last month I was searching for something else when there it was. Grandma's forgotten knob turned up in a cabinet of old stuff. Taking a closer look, I held the smooth glass in my hand. Many ornamental layers added depth to the eight-sided doorknob. I wondered why I hadn't noticed the starry flower in the center? Seven petals emanated glorious rays of light in the glass. Seven is the number of perfection, completion. And, I just now learned that eight in the Bible signifies a new beginning, a new order, a new creation...resurrection.
With gratitude, I reflected on my Grandmother's love. She was my loving guardian angel when my life was at the cross-roads. I needed a major overhaul. Her guidance opened a door for me to come up higher. To believe that God's angels are a real influence in our lives, and to walk by faith not by sight. To trust that more was going on than I could presently understand with my physical senses. Without her help, no telling where I'd be today.
In closing, Grandma's door was always the Christ. She loved the Lord. Losing her mother at age 11, she turned to Christ; her toddler's death in an accidental kitchen fire, she turned to Christ. Jesus was always her salvation.
With a fresh uplifting perspective, Grandma's doorknob now shines on my desk like a paperweight. A daily reminder. To open the door to higher consciousness and live and move and have my being in that space. To open the door to the indwelling Christ and abide there in peace and harmony.
During these trying times of celestial speedup when faced with gloom and doom, how comforting to know we are not alone. Our dearly departed loved ones are near... Heavenly help is always available. Nothing can separate us from Divine Love. The best is yet to be.
Love and peace,
Rae Karen