This morning while washing dishes, I broke a favorite cereal bowl. "Oh well, let that be the worst of it." I remembered years ago an experience I had while gift shopping at a favorite store. I reached up high for a beautiful porcelain swan on the top shelf. The large piece had to be lifted above other figurines to take it down for a close look. I discovered the white swan was a teapot ...when it hit the floor and I was in hot water. A loud crash. Embarrassed, I closed my eyes, afraid to look. "Did I buy it?' I cringed, asking Elliot.
"You bought it, all right," he said, picking up the lid that had fallen off and broken in two.
"How much?" I turned the swan upside down. "$12.00."
"It's yours," he said. "Let's see if it's a clean break." He pieced the top together. With a little glue it would be as good as new.
A nearby customer witnessed what happened. "This store isn't like that. If you break something you don't have to pay for it. Just stick it back on the shelf," she said, moving on down the aisle.
"Kappa-rah," Elliot said. That old Jewish custom, breaking glass is a sign, Let this be the worst of it! Both of us were strangely at peace, accepting what is.
Still not clear if I was supposed to buy it or not, I carried the swan with me as we shopped. The same woman rolled by again. "You don't have to buy it!"
It seemed like a signal from the universe, but it still didn't feel quite right. We were near an opening to the cash register, I leaned over the rope. "I broke this by accident. Do I need to buy it?" The cashier assured me that it was okay. "Leave it on the counter."
A woman waiting in line chimed in, "More people should be so honest."
I smiled, feeling like an oaf, and took one last look at the beautiful swan, her long neck and dainty pink lotus flowers were still intact except for the lid on top of her back.
At home, I looked up the symbolism of a swan. The keynote: "Awakening the true beauty and power of the Self." The swan is usually pure white. This makes it a solar symbol. "
Kind of funny how this happened on the solar eclipse. I came away with the lesson that when we make a mistake, to be honest and the universe will grant us the grace of a swan.
Remember you guardian angel is with you today. Watch for little love touches along the way.
Rae Karen








